Random Thoughts

Late Afternoon – Random Feelings

Today I feel down. I am questioning all the things I have tried to do, and the things I am trying to do. I just want a job, yet every single one I have applied for and been interviewed for has been unsuccessful.So what do I do about how I am feeling? I started doing […]

Identity & Reflection

Reclaiming My Creative Self!

Embracing Sunday as a Day for Journaling So every Sunday, I like to journal. Since I decided to start this new adventure—this new venture of writing a blog—this space is where I jot down my thoughts and process how I’m getting on with my life. I realised that if I’m using technology, I might as

Identity & Reflection

I Don’t Know How to Be Human

What Does It Mean to Be Human? The first thing I thought about when I was starting this, or when the idea came to me, was: Who else is doing this? Who else is talking about this online? That thought stopped me in my tracks. It’s the mentality we’ve been conditioned to accept—this idea that

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#Depression

 Well, I started a YouTube channel back in December. It’s one of those things I have been thinking about and finally decided to do — on top of my many floppy lists of things I want to do. I thought that it would be an opportunity for me to try out filmmaking but as a

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#OneDress

 Me: Let’s not talk about foreigners… Her: Yeah, let’s… not… (Silence) Her: What shall we talk about then? Me: I don’t know. (Silence) Me: How about the last time you went clothes shopping? Her: Uhm, yeah, sure. Ok.  Me: So? Her: Oh… That question was for me? Right… Me (smiles in encouragement) Her: So I

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#FeelingInspired

 After weeks of contemplation, I believe (not think), that I have figured out exactly what it is that I would like to do as an actor. I am going to take a minute to write up a plan, well more than two minutes, and I hope that by September, it will be all set and

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#Ongoingbrokeness

Why is the pursuit of my dreams so expensive?  Whenever I want to start something that’s about something I love, I end up broke. So I feel helpless and then have to revert back to old habits of working endlessly until I have saved up enough and then try again. Anyway, write me soon.

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#ProcessOfStarting

 So, as you may know, I should have started the mokumentary episodes this week, but its been quite a difficult thing to do. I suppose that I may have a mild case of ADHD, and can’t quite concetrate long enough to complete small tasks. I start and then I stop because I am distracted by

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#RandomThoughts

 Written 13 Jan 2008. Sometimes in life, it’s good to think about what and where you are going. I know it may sound awkward, but it’s healthy to question the principles that have been set out for you. The ideologies, the ‘norm’. I mean you don’t have to agree with them, but maybe you can

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